In
the first post I mentioned that I'm trying to create space for a discussion
about what I referred to as the "negative shadow" that our beliefs
cast "behind" us, on those who don't share our beliefs.
Theological discussion that is capable of fostering reconciliation must be self
aware enough and interested enough in engaging with the other to think long and
hard about how what we believe un-avoidably shapes the way in which we
un-intentionally treat those who don't share our beliefs. I promised that
there would be 4 more posts. I also promised that we'd discuss what
happens when we refer to written (Scripture) and spoken words as coming from
God, or being inspired by God. And i rather darkly hinted that in the
first three I'd address areas in which the negative shadow of our beliefs
concerning inspiration can affect those who don't share those beliefs.
The last post will act as summary, but also as the beginnings of a description
of ways in which we can cast less of a shadow.
So,
if you are still with me after that first paragraph, permit me, if you will, to
gently layout how the next three posts will be organized. We have before
us at least three things we also end up saying when we say that words come from
God. We also have two forms of words: written and spoken. So please
expect each of the next three posts (this one included) to address one of the
things we also end up saying. Also please expect to view it from both the
written and the spoken angles.
Lastly,
please carry with you at all times a deep respect for the humans that are
involved in our theological belief -- both those that agree with you and the
one's that don't. If you can, please bear in your heart the reality that
each of carry a burden. We are (all of us, with no exception) full of our
memories, hopes, fears, and dreams. We all manage in different
ways. The ways in which we respond to belief is often indicative of how
we remember our past and how we hope for our future, of how we fear what we
don't know or can't risk losing, and of how we dream about both our past, our
present, and our future. As you read, you will both agree and disagree,
and that is ok. After all, our task is reconciliation -- a dreadful task
indeed -- so I beg each of my dear readers to listen and speak in equal
proportion, even as we all hold truth together with love.
What
else do we say when we say that words are from God? When we
"inspire" words, and declare them to be divine, what else comes along
with that? Well, for starters I expect at least some of you feel I got
off here on quite the wrong foot. After all, you may (and probably
should) ask, "how dare you say that humans are the ones that declare words
to be from God? Don't you know that God is speaking?" In
short, you are asking, "how dare you, a mere human, say that words in
scripture or spoken in worship aren't from God?"
I
am glad to have the chance to respond, if you'll let me. Quite simply,
I'm not. I'm not saying that words aren't from God. I'm not saying
that God doesn't speak in human words. What I am saying is that for every
word that we have reason to think is from God (say, Scripture, or words spoken
in prayer, or the like) there are quite literally hundreds of other words about
those words.
These
other words go back and forth and consider whether and how and wherefore, and
if and how it comes to pass and whether or not, about the words that are
considered to be from God. And so we humans talk and proclaim and declare
and ponder amongst ourselves in endless dialogue about these words we say came
from God.
What
I'm asking then, is when we say, "this word came from God" what else
have we said, and how does that affect people?
I think that the first thing
we also say whenever we come to a consensus about the words as being from God
is quite simple and very much in front of our face. We say that it came
directly from God, even when humans were actually involved. How does
saying this affect people? What can we do about it? Keep reading!
Lets
look first at spoken words in prayer or worship that we all agree come from
God. These words are closer to us in time and space, and so are less
threatening than looking at Scripture (but don't worry, we'll get there
next).
I
know for me at least, in the part of the Christian world in which I grew up,
hearing the voice of God in prayer and then speaking that voice was an
experience that was valued and desired. Indeed, true worship was defined
in some sense as stemming from this experience.
We
wrapped lots of classical language around it. For example, one was said
to have a relationship God, in which conversation would normatively take
place. If God didn't speak back, then we were urged to continue
believing, to continue to have faith, and to continue knowing that God would
respond in his own time. Much of this language is central to the great
mystical tradition of the church.
I
suspect that I am not alone in having these experiences. In fact, I
suspect that many of you who read this blog grew up in similar corners -- as
was I, you were taught that our faith is not a religion, but a
relationship. For many of us, the roots of this relationship lay in
speaking to God and desiring to hear his voice, and the branches of the
relationship lay in speaking that voice when you heard it.
Do you remember
meeting together for prayer? We'd all kneel or sit or lay or whatever,
and, each of us, speaks silently or aloud to God. At times we would share
our burdens with each other. We would express these burdens to God,
seeking healing and relief and the desire to be whole again. Do you
remember the fervent and devout pitch of emotion in the room? Do you
remember the moments of silent listening? I do. I remember.
Do
you remember singing the songs of praise/worship before the sermon on Sunday
morning? Do you remember the particular emphasis (not on the
quality of the musicians, but on the quality of the listening to God and the
pouring out to God of our burdens)? Do you remember, as each phrase is
repeated and each clause sung again, using the repetition in our hearts
even as we cried silently to God? Do you remember nervously raising your
hand when you felt something (or not!)? Do you remember, after a
particularly long silence once the singing was done, the voices that would
speak with the voice of God over the assembly? Do you remember their
intricate use of Old Testament imagery "come my people and seek me"
(or again, "hear what the Word of the Lord says,") and their dual
emphasis on love and terrible judgment? I do. I remember.
In
these moments, we collectively (as a group) said that God had spoken. We
said that God had spoken even though we heard Bill or Sue do the actual
speaking. Of course, it was best practice to try to offset for human
error. So we'd say something like, "When I was praying, I go this
image, or that word, and I'd like to share it with you to see if it resonates
at all with you." That way if it resonated it was from God, and if
it didn't, it was just human error. The hope was that the person
receiving the word could measure out and discern what was God and what wasn't
God.
While
I respect this attempt, it finally fails in the end, and here's why. It
is roughly similar to a senior manager saying to a new hire, "I have a
word that may or may not be from my boss for you. I'm going to tell it to
you and see if it resonates." Do you see the problem? The
person on the listening end either takes it as a missive from God or they
don't. But even if they don't, always and for years, in the back of their
mind there is this voice, "what if this word was from the boss? What
if I'm not listening to God?"
The
possibility that God, the creator of the universe, may actually be speaking is
much, much to large to ignore or smooth over with a caveat that this may be
human error.
And
so at least one of the "negative shadow" effects of speaking to
others words we hear from God is the creation of an increasing cacophony of
words and images spoken to us by well meaning spiritual people. We carry
with us these voices, wondering in our still moments if we are ignoring
God. Or we carry these voices with us and act on them, believing
ourselves to be following the expressed will of God. And our actions off
of these voices are different.
Have
you seen people act badly to other people as a result of a "word"
they received?
By claiming that words are only from God even though
they came through the emotion, intellect, and spirit of another human -- can
you see the double blind involved here? Can you hear the cacophony of
voices given to you by others in your own life? Do all of these voices
help you with your burden? Do some harm? Probably both are true for
each of us. Was there ever a "word" or a "image" that
was received by you as being from God and later it turned out to be harmful?
There
is a second "negative shadow" here as well; a second cacophony of
voices. Can you hear the people that don't hear from God? They
pray, they worship, they seek, they want to hear from God but they don't and
they never have? Do you hear as well their self-doubt? Can you hear
their own internal voice filled with doubts? Can you imagine what it is
to have one's Christian life be all about hearing the one thing (the voice of
God) that you never personally and directly hear? Can you feel their
internal tension and turmoil? Can you sense their eagerness when someone
says, "I have a word that may or may not be from God for you?"
Are you aware of the immeasurable personal hope you invoke in their spirit --
how they want you to be right, to have actually spoken from God? Do you
know that you hold their soul in your hand?
I
want you to ask if the risk is worth the pay off. My question is
simple. I also want us to critically evaluate our Christian culture that
seeks always to proclaim words from God as the branches that prove the roots of
a relationship (not a religion) with God.
Please
sit with the fact that while your personal relationship with God may be very
life giving for you, and while you may think you are healing others by speaking
words that may be from God to them, you add to several cacophonies of voices that
we all carry with us for years. Ponder if you dare the cost you may make
someone else pay, because you buy into the narrative you have been told about
your faith that requires you to speak when you feel that God is speaking to
you.
We
do the same thing though with Scripture. We say that the words are
directly from God. Even though we know that real humans wrote these words
in a different language, culture, and time. We know that these words were
translated and copied by hand in learned communities for thousands and
thousands of years. We know that the grammar in them is sometimes wrong,
we know that the details don't always cross check with each other, we know that
different books have different styles, we know that different books come from
very different cultural settings. Yet we say that these words are
"holy words, words preserved, words come down from God."
What
else are we saying when we say this? How do these other things we say
affect real humans? What can we do about it? Keep reading!
At
least one "negative shadow" is this: we teach our parishioners to
pre-judge how other people approach scripture by whether they think it is
inspired. The assumption that we have been taught is that those who
believe Scripture is inspired (or infallible) respect Scripture and God, and
those who don't, don't. Of course, if I believe that Scripture is
inspired, and you don't, we may get along, but sooner or later you will figure
out that I think your salvation is at stake. Sooner or later a chasm of
sorts will open up between us, you may very well perceive my love as
judgment.
This
pre-judgment we have been taught to impose on people is filled with
tragedy. Can you imagine the grief on both sides? Can you hear both
voices? One crying out to God that God would change the other so that
they can appreciate and learn from the Word? Can you hear their fear and
sorrow -- fear that their loved one does not, in fact hear or read the words of
God because they are closed off -- and sorrow that they cannot share in the
richness of Scripture? Can you hear the other? Can you listen to
their experience of reading Scripture and seeing in it (if not the voice of
God) then certainly the witness to the works of God in human history? Can
you (my reader) feel their sense of being affronted by the certain knowledge of
their friend? But most of all, can you feel the distance between these
two? Can you step into that chasm between them and appreciate that their
communion (if it exists) and their community (if they dwell in the same one) is
fractured?
Perhaps
another "negative shadow" is a certain loss of context. If the
words are indeed only from God (and did not involve the human agent) than the
culture to which they are written is relatively meaningless because the words
should be (so the argument goes) as timeless as their author, God. And so
all study that involves critically appraising the text as a historically
situated document preserved over many millennia in different circumstances is
frowned upon. And when this is done conclusions are able to be drawn from
texts that are utterly different than the context in which that text was
first authored. And people's real lives are changed and commanded
and urged to be different in very real and lasting ways based off of insisting
that Words from God don't include human involvement.
This
last "negative shadow" is deeply compounded when a person says
something like the following, "I received from God a word (or an image)
based off of this text for your life."
Can you hear the cacophony
of voices, the hope, the fear, the human and communal cost of this
statement?
I
hope that my writing this has caused you to view this last statement in a
similar way to how you view a photograph the first time you see its
negative. I hope you can see at least some of the other views and ways of
looking at that statement that those who don't share your certainty that words
are from God feel.
Of
course, there is a very deep irony here. Regardless of what we believe
concerning the words we say are from God (both written and spoken) I think we
can agree that, collectively and separately, they urge us to deeply love
without regard to social boundaries. They teach us to find the alien in
our midst, the widow, the orphan, the single mother, the outcast amongst us,
and embrace them. They teach us to seek out those without hope in this
world -- those who are deemed by all as "lost" and give them a glass
of water, visit them in prison, and feed the hungry.
So
this is what it comes down to -- when we insist on saying, "this (or
these) words are from God" is that insistence worth it? I don't want
to answer that question right now. I do want you to tune in for part 3 of
5, because I'll go into the second category of negative shadows that are
associated with what happens when we declare words to be from God. As
always, feel free to comment!